Our blog headline says “One couple’s journey of enforced chastity and a female-led relationship”, and that damn headline holds me back from writing, far too often. When we decided to start a sex blog, I didn’t envision having such a narrow field of topics, yet it somehow transformed into that. I want to be able to write about my own insights on myself, and my sexuality, and sadly I let that headline hold me back.
Even though I consider myself pretty self-aware, there’s still times where I surprise myself and realize that I like something even more than I initially thought I would.
Everyone who practices denial (in chastity, or non-chastity form) does it for a different reason. Usually, it’s more than one reason and a lot of us have a few reasons in common. Whatever the reason you practice it is acceptable and a choice you and your partner must make together.
I would like to take a moment to just say that this post might offend some people, due to strong personal opinions. I still welcome you to share your opinions on the topic, rather you agree or disagree with me.
The stretching process has officially started, and it’s off to a great start this time. Nothing like the last time whatsoever.
I normally don’t like to talk about things until they’re done out of fear that I will jinx them. For that reason, it was hard not to go into detail in my last post that my first stretch with the PA was going to be attempted the day after I posted.
Wow, it sure has been awhile since my last post. I visited often, attempted to even write a post a few times, but felt like there were some things I needed to get fixed and sorted mentally first. I didn’t want to put false feelings, or temporary emotions into my posts that I’d later look back on and say that I regretted. I can definitely say that I’m in a better place now, and steadily doing better everyday.
I know it probably seems like we’ve quit blogging, but we haven’t. I’m not here to talk about that though.
Lately I’ve been trying to work Narcissus back into a steady mindset of everything. Several things diminished when he got the piercing re-done. Both of us were really bummed about how the first one wasn’t right, but also really excited about the second one. However, since one of them was wrong, he constantly worried that the second one was also wrong. This is an understandable concern, and he’s always been a very cautious person when it comes to things being done right, and stuff not being damaged. So, of course, I got to inspect the piercing several times a day, for longer than I would have liked at times. I laugh about it now, but I was annoyed then. He still worries about it, especially after we have sex, but I am glad that his general fuss over it has diminished.
I haven’t updated lately. The reason for that is because I just needed a break from a lot of things, this blog included. A few different things brought this on. One of the reasons is, I follow quite a few different bloggers, and reading some of the things that they wrote about made me realize that I needed to take a step back and just really evaluate some things in my life and about myself. Now that sounds a lot more dramatic than it really is, so don’t over-think it or anything.
It’s been a while since we’ve updated our blog. I’m sure some of our readers suspected that we may be done with blogging, or possibly quit practicing enforced chastity/FLR. Neither of those are true, even though wearing the cage is still on the back burner for now. There hasn’t been a lot to update on, but a lot going on, at the same time.
We met Flower this weekend. I can’t believe I actually said that. I can’t believe it actually happened. A big part of me never thought it’d go that far, but it did. Now, let me tell you about my side of the experience.
I’m still trying to fully comprehend my feelings on this, so bear with me.